Wednesday
It has been 3 years. I have spent these two of these three years, studying Mahayana from a talented Bhuddist monk. Around this time, I have wrote about the Fourth Bhuddist council that took place nearby under the order of the king Kanishka of Kushana. I know that this was disputed by some Theravadins. I then travelled south to Chinabhukti. There, I studied for one year with monk-prince Vinitaphraba. Yes, I have achieved my dream of travelling to India long, long ago. Now, I spend years to learn from the best. When I am about to sleep at night, I can't help but wonder what would have happened to me if I had stayed in China. And how is China right now? How about the people? I don't have regrets but I can't help but wonder.
"I would rather die going to the west than live by staying in the east."
1:42 PM